Can’t wait to go on my three week trip to Europe. Sick of favouritism. Sick of people.

Fucking hell worst day. I want you so bad and you don’t even care anymore. It’s hurting me, I miss you. I want things to go back how they used to be. Shits fucked, I hate myself so much right now.

Wore my red and yellow for you today Matty Barclay. You’re family was so strong today and your sister made such a lovely speech, something that I would never, ever have the strength to do. You were such a kind-hearted boy and it makes me so sad that you were so young. Wherever the sky meets the surf, you will be thought of by many. So many miss you, you have touched us all. May you rest in peace buddy <3